For My Birthday This Year...

We have been fortunate to celebrate many of our birthdays together and for everyone of mine, what I wanted most has been your presence. Due to distance, that’s not always possible, but this year it is possible! We’ll celebrate two weeks after my birthday, but it’s still during my birth month, so that still counts! Even though your presence is a given this year (hooray!), I have been selfishly thinking about what else I want you to give me for my birthday, and it came to me suddenly a few days ago during a long thinking session; what I want you to give me for my birthday is you at your submissive best for the five glorious days that we have together. Truthfully, I don't know exactly what “you at your submissive best” means, but I think that what makes this such a good idea is that you get to decide what that means and in doing so, it is absolutely your gift to me.

I do have some ideas however, and will share a few of them with you so that you are not without direction. I'm not specifically requesting any acts of submission from you, but I want you to think of me as deserving of any acts of submission that you are in a mood to execute.  I'm also not requiring any specific sexual acts of submission, but I want you to willingly and happily give me your body, fully knowing (and you do know) that just the thought of fucking you makes me super-ready to fuck you. I do want random blowjobs and/or handjobs throughout the week just to let me know that you find me irresistible. I don't have a number in mind, but random and occasionally will suffice. If I ask you to wear the latest lingerie that I bought you, I want you to do it with a joyful heart. You don't need to lower your gaze around me, but when you go to sit on the bed with me, I want you to ask where I want you to place yourself. You will find that I will want you as close to me as possible and maybe even with feet or your bare ass on my lap. I want you to ask me what bra and panties you should wear every day. This is especially appealing to me, as I will be providing those things for you from here on.

I don't want you to be in a BDSM frame of mind, either. Ok, wait, we will definitely do some sensory deprivation, but that’s not really part of a BDSM practice. That’s just doing sexy things to get you off. Ok, maybe a few elements of BDSM will be fun. For example, if you are standing upright, I want you to stand at attention. The pose can be modified slightly with your hands in front of you and your fingers laced together and your hips tilted seductively. I like the visual that I have in my head of you in that position as you are presenting yourself to me in panties and/or lingerie. When you are listening to me talk, or when I'm staring at you, or you just happen to be standing up looking like the work of art that you are, you should be at attention. If you happen to be sitting, be attentive and pretty. That last part is the easiest task anyone will ever give you, by the way. Oh, and a little more BDSM-lite: I want you collared 24/7. Whether you are wearing the stainless steel collar or the black collar, you should and will be collared for the entire time that we are together.

In addition to the days of submission that I want from you, I still want you to be the strong, opinionated, bright, conversant, rainbow-of-a-girl that always makes me think and introduces me to new things and experiences. I assure you that your efforts will not go wasted and you will find me to be quite deserving of your submission. This is because I will take care of you very well and spoil you rotten. I will hold your hand tightly as we walk and beware of every step in case I need to catch you if you trip; I will cook you delicious meals; I will pet your head as you lay in my lap; I will rub your body after you've presented yourself naked to me; I will put you across my lap and spank your butt; I will give you all the adoration, praise and physical contact that you can handle and I assure you that you will feel completely and thoroughly loved and prized. You are going to feel like the queen that you are.

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